This is not the beginning. Good stories don’t start at the beginning.
The sun warmed my back as I knelt and pounded the wood stake into the earth. This spot would be the corner of a new home. This is the first physical indication of what might come to be. Well, the ten-thousand-dollar sewer tap came first but that’s not very exciting.
I pulled a tape measure from my warn tool belt and attached the end to the stake. The leaves crunched as I walked sixty-eight feet down the slope of our lot. I stood and envisioned the house in my mind. I stretched the tape taught. Then took two steps backwards thinking if I get a little closer to this tree, I can save three other trees.
A speculation or (Spec) building describes a situation when someone is not building for their own use but with the belief that the end product will be more valuable than the cost to create it. The difference between the cost to build and the sale price will be profit, or loss.
However, to me the word speculation has other meanings. My tattered websters dictionary suggests speculative can mean; meditation, pondering, theoretical, not practical, risky. This build will be an adventure a journey into the challenging world of construction. It will also be an intellectual exploration into deeper questions. Why do we build? What do we truly hope to achieve? We humans often believe we make things to have and use them. We often forget that we define ourselves and our world as we make things. As we make things, they make us.
Before driving this stake in the ground, I spent an insane number of hours designing and redesigning versions of what should be a simple house on a half-acre wooded lot. Based on the little models that rest beside my drawing board this is the tenth version. That’s a lot even for me, I usually nail it by version seven. However, I believe, or I should say must believe, this is the best iteration, and the years of searching will be worth it.
But now we must start construction of this house. My wife Kris and I have been peering over this precipice far too long. If we don’t jump, we won’t be able to jump. Fears that we cannot overcome the challenges we know are to come will take hold and we will languish. The fault in this hesitation lies purely with me. I am a planner, but planning can become procrastination.
So, after a few wonderful hours on a Sunday afternoon, that just so happens to be the first day of spring, stakes and colored tape outline the footprint of what will be a beautiful house. Hundreds of sketches and computer drawings have been translated into this earth outline. Most would see a rectangle made of thin colored tape, but we see so much more.